in the last 5 months

in the last five months what have i been up to? planning a wedding. canceled a wedding. stopped going to church. crashed my car. quit my job. went to the britney spears concert. went to a nba play off game. katie and kole had there babies. linc and bella. super cutie. they just turned 5 months. tonight i'm going to wicked. can't wait. it is amazing!! and i'm looking for a job. outside of aesthetics for now. wish me luck.

and now...

I GRADUATED!!! now i have started the interview process. awesome. i hate doing it, but it has to be done. now katie is almost 30 weeks. YAY! tomorrow is the byu vs u football game. GO UTES!! and i am going to see twilight tomorrow night. still waiting for alex to ask. oh, and i found out he has had the ring for three weeks and still hasn't asked. so whats wrong with me?

SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG!!

wow. july 8th to november 12. can anyone say slacker?? anyway, i have been so so busy that i didn't have the time. lame excuse, i know. sense i have last written i have taken both state tests and i have about 4 days of school left. not bad ah? i also have had to call the temple to hold my wedding date. busy busy me. it is set for May 22, 2009...the only problem, i haven't been asked yet. count on me to jump the gun and set it before i even have a ring on my finger. what else is new?? umm...katie and kole got prego. twins. one boy, one girl. but katie is in the hospital and has been for about a week now (and that after almost a month of bed rest). she is only at 29 weeks. we want her to keep them in for about a month longer, but she can't help it. we are hoping the fasting and prayers will go far enough. so keep them in your minds. oh, and elise moved home. other then that its the same old shit, different day. *sorry kenyon, for taking that saying from you Ü*
i'll try to keep up in my writing.
God is Love

let me know

so...if anyone has life figured out yet, please let me know. i've been dating two boys. i said the first to give me a me-or-nothing would be the one to go, but i did it the other way. CONFUSING!! i just don't know how to stick to my plan EVER! i really need to figure out life. i think i feel way older then 19 or even 20 but not in a good way. oh well right??